Seeds

Something hit me today.... It was an idea, a song, a lyric, a melody, it was this inspiration that's been eluding me lately. I'm not quite done with all the lyrics yet, but for those of you who read my blogs ( made up of mainly my bands song lyrics) then just hold tight I'm spilling these lyrics on paper like they were raindrops spilling from the clouds. This is for you... you who can't let go. I'm not talking about myself... when I look at you I swear I'm looking in a mirror though... do you know who you are? It's still not enough to make me love you, I love another... but for what it's worth I'm sorry.

Its 4 AM and you're not at home
It's 4AM and I'm stretching out my bones, to start my day.
It's 4AM and you're sleeping in
It's 4AM and walking in my skin, cause I know who I am.
But you go, and you go too far,
with your words and your scars
That you say you've earned. They're just lessons you never learned.
what I wanna know is....

Where you go to find the truth, of what you win and what you lose.
Where you go to stay, with what you give and what you take.
You'll never find the way.

It's 4AM and I see your lips,
st st st st st stuttering shit you wanna say, but you can't find a way.
It's 4AM and the lights dim,
It's 4AM and I'm painting your sins on the ceiling, I'm only stealing what your feeling now.
What I wanna know is....

Where you go to find the truth, of what you win and what you lose.
Where you go to stay, with what you give and what you take.
You'll never find the way...

You're not at home, when this seed was sewn.
You're not alone, when your lie was grown.
Seasons are changing, and the cold shall be your home.