I'm an idiot. For the first time in my life I'm truly single. I'm liking it a lot. I do have interests. They are just the worst interests too. Ha! Not that the person themself is bad. The timing, and who they are to me are what make this situation a situation. I am a fool. You would think that car ride would have changed things. Well it did. It brought me closer. I don't know why, but it did. Sorry I did not ask your permission to feel closer, but I do. Maybe I just like the idea. Maybe I'm just lonely. Maybe I need to be exactly what they need, a friend. One thing is for sure, I will keep every promise I have made. Promises, promises.In the end, no one feels like home more than the brick that makes up my foundation. You were there from the start; and in my heart I believe you will be there in the end.
"Lets watch the rains down in Africa."
3 comments:
You're not an idiot.
Oh but I am. I can't keep my heart in line.
Neither can I. It can be a liability, but living with an open heart is preferable to the alternative.
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