I wonder

Music, music, music... just the thing I need to guide me through these days. My past is returning, sadly it is too late. I shouldn't say sadly though. I am happy it is too late. I happen to love where I am right now. Tired as I am, I wouldn't change a damn thing. I didn't expect to meet this new person. I even more so didn't expect to feel this way. I need to keep a handle on it though, can't rush, yet I can't slow down.

I think I will delve into recent interest. I'm still building this easel. I would have been done by now, but I can't seem to keep myself from taking naps. I'm excited about next weekend actually. I have decided to go visit my friends in Austin. I'll get to see the best friend I haven't seen in a long while. I must say Jeremy has changed a lot. He definitely isn't quite the same person I knew. I still carry all those memories of me, him, and Alden. I Don't know how we grew so far apart. When we are together though. It seem that nothing has changed when we are together though. I'm excited to see this bird I know. It truly has been too long. No interruptions this time.

Last night was truly a night to remember. Things are becoming more and more natural, more and more comfortable. I wonder what this wish is. I wonder what this day brings. I wonder what she's thinking. I wonder...

"I still see my reflection inside of my eyes. They are looking for purpose, they are looking for life." - Jason Wade