Encircle me I need to be taken down

So it's raining where I am right now, and it hasn't stopped all day. I pulled into town today sleepy eyed and in an inspiratonal haze, as soon as my fingers touched those keys I knew I had something. Rather it had me, by the neck, by the arm, by my feet dragging me down... this music will save me from drowning. The fact of the matter is I have alot on my plate at the moment, too much food as some would say, but I believe that I have a healthy appetite... and I'm hungry like the wolf. On the lighter side, I started dating a lovely woman today, yes I do call her a woman, it is my belief that she stopped being a girl a long time ago. Im diving into this music that guides me back to her feet, happiness, it's at my doorstep and its beating the welcome mat into dust. I think It's time I answered the door, and quit ignoring the knocking, it's time I gave myself a chance.





Theres dirt underneath my nails, and my worth is too soon to tell.
I need to sit back down and give it hell.
My hair is growing long, with every right and every wrong.


she says.... she says

"Go on boy write your life away,
memorize every word I say.
It doesn't matter if your conscience falls,
You've got a brick to hold up your walls."

Theres dirt underneath my skin, and these words are wearing thin.
We need to let this go, and jump right in.
With every word we say, you can become anything you want when your this far away.

"Gone for now feels alot like gone for good"

She's a Brick and I'm Drowning Slowly

Ive got friends who will help me pull through. I'm leaving this weekend to go see probably the one person I know that makes me happier than anyone can, and sadder than anyone can. She seems to always be there for me, she inspires what people call "great music" I think she knows that every note is written by my fingers with her on my mind. I can't remember a day when I didn't sit in front of the piano and not think of her, I think she is the kind of person that is going to be in my life for a long time, she is a true friend. She is my bird, my patch, and the brick that keeps me up. On one side of her there is a black night sky, thirty two stars, three hearts and one moon. On her other side there is a tree that shares her company with three red hearts, and lives in a world of green, red, and black.

She is listening, and to me, thats all I need, It's all I really wanted in the first place.

Testing Testing 1,2, 3... do I have your attention?